Pain, pain, pain

I woke up in the middle of the night last night in a ton of pain. I thought that I just needed to feed Braddoc, but as soon as I started feeding him, I started crying, it was so painful. Nothing helped, I could not sleep and I could not get out of bed because I thought I was going to pass out or throw up. Fun times!! After many times of feeding Braddoc and pumping and a long hot shower I feel a little bit better but not a whole lot. My whole body is sore and I dont want to move! Not a great combination for a mom! Especially since Noah leaves on Monday, now is not a good time for me to dable in sickness! I am hoping that its just a clogged milk duct and that it will get better. (crossing my fingers) Its still very tender and enlarged so I am willing it to go away! Blah!!!



We were planning on going to the temple this morning one last time together before Noah left, talk about Satan at work. I guess we will have to go tommorow evening!!!



Anyway on a happier note! I love my kids so much, they are so sweet and such joys to have around. They are wonderful boys and love each other so much! Landon takes such good care of Braddoc and always wants him around. Since I have been not feeling good this morning he has been showering me in kisses and hugs and cuddling with me on the couch. Such a sweetheart! This is a hat that Landons aunt Emma made him for his 1st christmas. He LOVES it! He wants to wear it all the time, sometimes I will walk into the room and thats all he has on. He wanted to share his hat with me and of course Braddoc.

Got to love those eyes! So mesmerizing! What a sweet sweet baby doll!

So inspit of my clogged duct, and my husband leaving in 4 days, life is still really really good!